Making moves ~

There’s a life that is more powerful than you can imagine. There are so many doors waiting to be open for you. Are you ready for your new? New opportunities, new doors are being opened for you. New money. New mindset. New dreams. New visions. New location. New hope. A renewed heart. It’s all coming for you. It’s all on the way for you! There’s nothing you can’t have in this lifetime and everything you want and desire is on its way to you now. GET READY!!!! It’s coming faster than you think!!!! Everything is gonna work out! That new weight you want. Those new partnerships, that new mindset, that new house/apartment!!! That new confidence!! It’s coming!!! It’s on its way!!!! It’s coming so rapidly that you’re not gonna believe it’s possible to even phantom.

Stay encouraged ‼️ it’s coming. Stay positive in your mindset and believe you deserve the absolute best and greater in this lifetime. Keep your head up!!! Its all working out for you now.💕💕💕💕

The comeback kid.

Things happen in life that don’t always makes sense. You lose your job, lose a family member or a friend, you come out of bad relationships, car problems happen. Now you’re stuck trying to figure out what to do next. You create so many goals for yourself so you can elevate and so you can grow and once the devil knows that, he’s gonna try and attack all you have. As if you haven’t dealt with enough. Things happen tho. How to comeback is the question. How do you re-gather yourself and continue to fight for what you want?

It’s a lot to deal with but I believe it’s gonna be a light at the end of the tunnel. Wanna know why? Cause we are comeback children and we have God. God don’t let us deal with more than we can handle. God will use the very thing you thought was gonna take you out, to elevate you! If I don’t have anything else during this time, I have my faith and I believe my faith will take me where I need to go. It’s all I have. When everyone and everything else disappoints me, uses me , drains me , hurts me… I have my faith. I need to have something to believe in, if not I feel like I’ll fall for anything. Even though it’s hard, I don’t believe it’s over just yet. I believe there is so much more greatness in life that I have to see. I haven’t fully seen all that God has for me and you haven’t either. You will comeback from all setbacks, all naysayers , you will make it because it was written and because you have so much more calling your name.

Everything will work out. Everything will make sense again. It’s not over yet! It’s only over when you give up! Keep going, keep believing, know that the sun will shine again. You will comeback no matter what !!!

How to cope with loses:

-show gratitude for what you do have.

-take it as a better door or opportunity being open for you.

-understand the L’s create a new strength in you that will also create a stronger mind, create a stronger heart.

Everything happens for a reason just have to keep it pushing and elevating !! Create goals-tackle them! Surround yourself around the people who want to see you elevate and win!!! Let go of what no longer serves you, so you have nothing hindering you from your greater. Everyone has taken a lose every now and then. Bounce back, heal from it, don’t dwell on it or you’ll just let it consume you to the core. Stay patient and trust the process. It’s gonna work out!! Everything will be okay. You will win !!!

Stay up! Stay strong! Keep your head up and don’t give up 💕💕 YOUR TIME IS COMING ❤️❤️❤️❤️

My heart won’t allow it. (Good READ!)

Have you ever had someone who loved you so much but you were afraid? You were afraid of falling because you don’t want to hurt them or worse you don’t want them to hurt you? Or are you afraid of taking the chance because in all actuality it’s not what you want? You don’t want to go way down the line and boom it fails. Boom you have to start over.. boom you have to feel that pain again. You ask yourself is it really worth it. You ask is it worth taking the chance. You don’t see the bigger picture.

My biggest issue.

My biggest issue is dealing with a guy and he doesn’t have a plan, doesn’t have goals, doesn’t have a sense of direction, or leadership skills… no I’m not a gold digger and I don’t look to guys for what they have, I look to a guy because I see something in him, however if he is playing around with his life, doesn’t know how to lead properly, doesn’t have a sense of direction, then I’m not gonna be so eager following him. I’m gonna have questions and I’m gonna be a little fearful of his steps. Two lost people can’t help each other, in my opinion. How are we both lost and looking for each other for direction? I don’t mind supporting my guy, being there for him, nurturing him, etc… but he has to give me reason to submit, he has to have that quality of leadership. If you can’t lead yourself, how are you gonna lead me?

That’s so shallow: some people will say my thinking is shallow but honestly I’m not in the business of caring these days. How can one expect me to be so eager to just follow him and he’s still doing things that a child would do? How does one expect me to have children with them and they’re not showing me that they’re worthy or even well responsible to take care of himself? Excuse me if I may sound a little arrogant or too blunt or judge-mental… but a women naturally submits to a man whom she trust to lead. Most of these guys don’t have anything going for themselves and want to leach off the women and vice versa. Thank God I’m no materialistic type of chick, however can you blame the women who refuses to date a man without sufficient funds? Can you blame her for not taking a guy serious if he doesn’t have anything going? Can you blame a women for not wanting to commit to a man who has been dogging her out for years? I can’t because if he can’t provide for himself, how is he gonna provide for his family?

These are things I look at: I look at these things because they are important, no women wants to be with a man she has to raise and no man wants to be with a women he has to raise. Yes support them, however at some point in life that man is gonna have to step up and take care of business. I saw this post circulating around saying- if a man doesn’t change his ways for you then you’re not the women for him… who all agrees? If you tell a man that something is bothering you and he sees that it’s hurting you and you do everything in your power to try and help him and he still doesn’t change, I won’t say you’re not the one— however you may not be. If a man doesn’t feel afraid to lose you and doesn’t correct his behavior to have you, then sweetie my love… you’re not the one.

All I’m saying is… I cannot just follow behind someone who doesn’t have direction, who doesn’t have goals, and who is not serious about life- have fun, yeah! But if you’re not serious about your goals and tryna progress I cannot and I refuse to be with you. It’s too much, however if someone really wanted to be with you they will do everything in their power to make sure you guys are good and you guys are stable and that you’re content with everything you guys got going on.

Conclusion- I will ride with my man regardless of what he has, however if he isn’t making the necessary steps to keep himself up, showing respect, taking responsibility for his actions, making the necessary steps to change and grow, and have decent manners, and wants something out of life, while tackling his goals- I can’t take him serious. A women naturally submits to a man in which she trust to lead.

My belief and at its core is- THE MAN SHOULD BE THE PROVIDER! He has to provide, he has to take care of the bills and the home problems such as plumbing, car issues, etc – don’t get me wrong a women can help go 50/50 if she wants, however that’s the mans job, he should be the sole provider.. a man doesn’t feel like a man if he can’t provide- right or right? All I’m saying is provide, protect, lead! The rest will follow naturally especially from the women— she will be happy to cook, happy to clean, happy to have sex, if she knows she’s appreciated and she has a man that’s willing and ready to lead, learn, and grow! Guys get mad at you because you don’t want to ride with them while they don’t have anything and when they get everything, they go to the women who only wants him for his money and spoils her and dog the chick who has been there, so if a women doesn’t wanna stay down then so what… a women is not obligated to stay down until you come up- she can! But she’s not obligated. That’s just my take on it. Hate it or love it-

Hope you guys enjoyed this read, like and comment and Join me next time if you can.

PEACE, LIGHT, AND LOVE. ✌🏽

What are friends?

Who do you consider your friends? Who do you call on when you have no one to call? How do you break the attachments that you know are hindering you from growth? Why are we so afraid to move on and take a chance? These questions are questions that are good to meditate on for it’ll give you closure on where you are on your path. Sometimes it’s okay to cut people off and block and unfriend people so that it can help you grow and focus on the life you want to create. Some people stay somewhere where they know they don’t belong because they feel like they can’t do it without them. They feel as if their worth is validated by another human being and sometimes that may be the case, but ask yourself is it really healthy…

When you come up with the answer, let me know. Sometimes we have to look into our lives and really see what needs to change , really look within and find out what’s really important to us at that moment.. if we look within and we can’t see what’s important to us and where we actually want to go how will you find your way?

Some people think you must put up with anything to prove you love someone but I don’t think so.. if you’re not encouraging someone to change and that person is not changing then it’s only so much you can take until you reach your breaking point.

A person is not dumb; trust me I’ve been that friend that has encouraged, gave my last, had sympathy, I let my guard down and trusted the wrong people, but those people show me why it’s important to let go and let God. I sometimes beat myself up for the things I’ve done and if you sit down and think back on all the things you’ve done and a lot of it was bad, ask yourself what was done to you that made you that way. Ask yourself what did others do to me to make me react this way; don’t beat yourself up over it… find the strength to let it go and change what you need to change.

Stay encouraged; don’t give up; keep the faith; everyone’s not meant to stay in your life and for good reason. Find your way, don’t forget your worth, and keep it pushing!!! You’ll find your way.

You’ve made it this far… why give up now?

It’s your winning season.

It’s your winning season my love. I know it feels like it’s over cause you feel like you keep losing but really this little detour is directing you to something greater. It’s trying to show you a lesson that you need to learn, or that you may need to see. Be patient, watch how things unfold for you. Everything works out on purpose for you. Are you paying attention to what is in front of you? Are you counting your blessings? Do you see your true self within? Do you see the love and light ahead waiting for you?

I know it feels like everything is out of your grasp but just be patient and trust in God and watch how things turn out for you. Just trust the process it’s gonna be okay and it’s gonna work out for you. I know in today’s society they try to turn you against God but I’m believing because even though I have been in my mess, I have come on the other side and so can you. It’s your winning season, are you choosing to win? Are you choosing to look deeper at the blessings in your life and the options you actually have? Or are you feeling defeated because of your lack in a situation? Or the difficulty you face when the shoe is on the other foot and you see the challenges that you must overcome to get to the other side. Don’t worry , stay encouraged it’s gonna work out and you’re gonna find your way. I believe in you just keep the faith and keep it pushing 😘😘❤️❤️

Stay encouraged.

Keep on pushing.

You got this.

Stay strong, my love.

PEACE ✌🏽💙

Vulnerability.

I say I think it’s best we move on, but when I try my bones ache and miss you so much. I look back at our memories and think how could a love so magnificent just die like that? Our friendship was real, however our relationship was realer. Sometimes I wish I could rewind the time and do things different, hold you a little tighter, and appreciate you just a little bit more. If I could start over with you and do it again but this time it’s better I would feel way more at peace with this situation.

I think about you more then I should, my first true love and yes it was good. Why did what we have be so misunderstood, oh how I wish I could go back in time. You weren’t perfect but I promise to God you were perfect for me. It almost felt like a dream. How where we started and where we departed differs, I never would’ve thought that this shit would burn with agony, the tragedy, wish it was you and me, which equals we. Why couldn’t we be? It’s such a mystery that I haven’t yet grasped, I miss the times you would kiss me from the back.

Oh how I wish I could go back in time, just rewind… and out of this bind of pain and hurt, the life we started we should’ve finished building, it hurts me that we couldn’t heal and rekindle our love. Wish I could go back in time and rewind and change the things that made us feud , wish I could hold you forever and never ever let you go again. It hurts because you were my everything, now you’re gone .. I’m all alone and missing your stable support and solid advice. I know it’s my fault why we didn’t survive , and that I may regret for the rest of my life.

The memory of you won’t die, I ask myself why, all I do is try and move on but it doesn’t feel right , it doesn’t feel like the right thing to do. Oh how you kept me sane in this world of madness, the truth hurts, when you realize what you wanted isn’t here anymore with you. I look back at our pictures and how happy we really were. But why aren’t you here ? Why aren’t there? Sadness fills me when I’m reminded of you because I no longer have the feelings of your truth. Wish I could go back in time and make it right, none of the things I’m going through would even be alive. Sadness is out of the equation, I swear it’s not a day that goes by that I don’t think of your haven.

Be mine for life ?!?!!!!

When the answer is NO.

Sometimes we are told NO from teachers, from jobs, from parents, from God.. etc when we really want something and we get discouraged when it doesn’t go our way, however just because you were rejected from something doesn’t mean your not worthy of it, sometimes it’s just Gods way of redirecting us to something better. If you were told no by an instructor that you couldn’t get anymore time on your assignment because you’ve been having a lot going on, then try to look at the situation differently and find a different solution so that you can get your papers in on time, or if you were rejected from a job try to look at it as if there is something better coming along. Now sometimes it can get hard to look at life in a positive sense when you feel like everything is going wrong but that’s where faith comes in. Even though you don’t see a way doesn’t mean a way isn’t being made maybe God is preparing you for more than you can phantom and he wants to see if you have what it takes to go after it or if you have the faith to believe that you can achieve it. No matter what the case may be, you can’t give up. You can’t be a quitter although sometimes you want to quit because it’s so hard or the job is draining, you have to keep going because how else are you gonna eat? Now don’t get me wrong don’t just tolerate anything just to say you have a job, a job should be an environment where the main goal is to make sure the job gets done in safe, productive, respectful and positive manner. If you are working around people and their energy drains you all day or the only thing they have to say is something negative, you should be able to healthily express that with no altercations and if they really care about their employees they would make it fit that everyone is comfortable doing their job, if nothing changes distance yourself or talk about something of importance, whatever the case may be try to find a solution to the problem and keep it moving… if nothing changes, find a different job.

Feeling like giving up…?

If you are feeling like giving up because something isn’t going your way or your not where you want to be in life right now, take a second look around and see all of the things that you do have right now. Look at all the opportunities surrounding you now and be thankful for it. Although it may seem like a way will never be made, keep trying, keep focusing, let go of things that no longer serve you( easier said then done) but still try anyway. When things seem like they are going left or just seem all bad think of ways you can provide, think of ways that can enhance you and your surroundings, try to find the beauty in things, don’t get discouraged although it’s so easy to do so, don’t give up, keep finding that reason to fight and believe that a way is being made. Believe that there will be an opportunity presented before you, even if it’s not what you wanted, be thankful that it’s probably 10x better then what you asked for. Keep going, keep shining and keep running your race, don’t give up just yet… fight a little longer and be inspired and encouraged to not give up.

Peace, love, happiness 😘😘😘😘❤️

Do you know you are great?

I want you to know that you are great, you are forever evolving. Sometimes things don’t work out for you because it’s meant to test you, will you give up? what will you take from the situation? Will you throw in the towel? Or will you continue to fight for better and be encouraged to change lives? Some of us weren’t fortunate enough to have the absolute best life, and most times God uses those less fortunate to touch the hearts of many around the world.

What I have seen is majority of the people that are famous went through so many trials , so many loses, but because they didn’t lose faith and didn’t give up, they were able to spread their story so others can be apart of it and so others can be encouraged. Call me what you want but I believe I was put on this earth to spread positivity, most times people laugh at someone else’s pain and call it funny and call the people who say something about them being jerks; miserable, however I think the ones laughing and knocking the next person down are really the ones miserable and insecure.

I’m so blessed that God has not forgotten me and God has not forgotten you.

Little background- growing up I was really mean, I did cruel things to others because I was hurting and I wanted others to feel it, but my heart has gotten softened and the things I’ve done in the past isn’t who I am today and I am so proud of that. I am proud that I’ve gotten humbled and soften by the struggles of life. By reality.

Currently – everything I do is out of love; so If I’ve done something recently to hurt or cause pain on another it’s not to hurt them- it’s me obeying and doing what I am told to do. Simply because my greatness doesn’t stop here and neither does yours. You are great, keep fighting the good fight in life, you are strong and worthy of the things you want.

Don’t give up. Your story isn’t over, it’s still being written, and others still need you. So I ask that today you find something to live for, something to strive for and keep doing the great things you were called to do. Don’t lose hope and don’t lose faith, YOU GOT THIS 💪🏽

God bless- peace, love, & happiness ❤️

~~ yahhh mieee

Feeling hopeless ?!?

Feeling hopeless, feeling like things aren’t going your way ? Feeling unsure of the path you’re on ? Well I have news for you, you aren’t alone. So many times we feel discouraged because things aren’t going our way.. or it’s taking too long for us to see change, we want to be like everyone else and we forget we still have our own life to live, and we shouldn’t be afraid to go after what we want even if all the signs are saying give up, move on, or let go. I feel like we as people are going to get tested to see how bad we want something and if we want it bad it enough, how hard will we fight for it ?

This journey and road I’m on today is different then the one I was on 3-4 years ago, this time around I have to put on my big girl panties and make things shake, what feels like by myself, but we are never alone no matter how alone we feel we aren’t alone and there’s always a way made, even if it feels like we aren’t getting anywhere.. we have to keep going and pushing to prove that we want it bad enough and you can’t give up on the things you want because everything is building character and is building strength within your soul and you will be happy when you look back and see that it was all worth it.

Keep the faith , change is coming, and you’ll be glad you didn’t give up when it gets here.

Peace , love , and light. God bless ❤️

Understanding the mind of a maniac.

The mind of a maniac. No excuses.

So everything gets taking away from me and I’m supposed to be cool with that? I have these thoughts in my head that appear to be right and justifiable- but yet everyone hates me when I react? How does that work? I have depression and I’m labeled a monster for how I deal with my emotions? I’m the devil because I have emotions and feelings? Yikes!

Something I learned. And my thoughts about everything.

What someone told me- the devil comes to those at their most vulnerable state 😯.

What if the “devil” is depression? What if the devil is anxiety , what if the devil is the drugs?

Hmm… 🤔🤔 the questions. The questions.

What if in reality you wake up and you feel different. People don’t think demons are real and that’s where they mess up at. I’m not here to preach to anyone but demons are very much real. I have experienced something’s in my time to know better!

They attack those who welcome them. They appear to be something they’re not, they sneak in and have you believing that certain things are right when really they aren’t. I’ve had really hard times in my life and to sum it up: I know that they’re real. They appear to be heavenly, God-like entities but they are really evil , provoking you, tempting you to do the devils work. You don’t have to believe but that’s how the enemy tricks you. They trick you by telling you there’s no such thing as demons , they trick you by telling you God is the only powerful force. No just like God is powerful, so is the devil- but the good thing is my God is more powerful than the enemy. The enemy of destruction, the enemy of confusion, the enemy of deceit, the enemy of lies, the enemy of stealing.

The enemy doesn’t necessarily have to be the enemy of stealing from a store- but also the enemy of stealing joy, happiness, peace, wellbeing, health, peace of mind. Sometimes we see the harsh reality by going through it. Going through those tough times , going through those heartbreaking moments.

A while back I watched a documentary on Ted Bundy and I noticed that the reason he went on that killing spree is because he got his heart torn out by a female- nothing he did was justifiable, however– that’s how it began. He wanted to get revenge , he wanted others to feel the pain he was feeling, he was sad and going through, he had that feeling of enjoyment and excitement and just like that he was taking over by the entity.

The torture of hurting others. Don’t you know what it does to people when you hurt them. It’s tears them apart it makes them something that they’re not to and what they really want is to feel love and safe. They want to know that you won’t cause them the pain of suffering anymore because it hurts to torture someone and watch them hurt. It was all a lesson for I learned. Sometimes it’s okay to be gentle. The one thing that hurts the most are the scars you wear when you feel pain. Some people take the pain by putting the pain in a tattoo. The tattoo represents the pain I suffered and how I like to feel it. The pain is hurting me but it makes me better and stronger.

Keep your head up loves. Everything will be okay. ❤️